Albeit obscenely invasive, what they were attempting to do was completely legal! In CHAPTER TWO: THE DISPARITY BETWEEN US, I examine two applications that were filed during the hell rodeo that was coming forward, and the extreme disparity between the both of them. Flipping between two separate timelines, I explore how I was affected when dude and his defence council applied for a third party records application to access my personal records in December of 2018, and what I was faced with when I filed the application to lift the publication ban in my name in 2021. Ripe with Halloween music and soap opera organ run chords, this chapter ends with my take on what it actually means to be a loser in a r*pe trial.