I was told I had I shouldn't want riches or I would have a hard time getting into heaven.
I was told that I had to suffer in order to prove my faith.

I finally asked the God I knew from the bible to answer if he was really there but he didn't. Now I realize the universe connects everything and there is a creator not accurately described by just 1 belief.

This is how my healing journey begins although I didn't even know it at the time.