They tried to claim my sexuality, I fought back

Cults to Consciousness

Apr 3 2024 • 51 mins

*Content Warning: eating disorders, mentions of homophobia* In this follow up episode we’re going to continue with Oceana’s story growing up under the strict Institute in Basic Life Principles run by Bill Gothard who was recently exposed for preying on young girls.  She opens up about coming home from the IBLP training camps, her parents’ reaction, how it led to further untreated eating d*sorders, how all of the programming and IBLP culture permeated into her adult life, and how it’s still affecting her now. Oceana discussing becoming an exotic dancer, how she uncovered her s*xuality, understanding that she was gay, and how she was able to ultimately deprogram from the IBLP.

Watch PT 1 with Oceana here

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YouTube: @oceana33
IG: @witchybishhh_
TT: Ana.Oceana

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  • Young Oceana holding everything in and having night terrors
  • TW: Self harm. Did Oceana's parents notice what she was going through?
  • TW: Ocean struggled with eating disorders
  • Oceana battling with eating disorders in her twenties
  • Bill Gothard's Red Flags cause Oceana's family to leave the IBLP
  • Oceana's life after IBLP
  • Oceana started exotic dancing part time
  • Therapy and meditation has helped Oceana since leaving the IBLP
  • Oceana coming into her sexuality
  • What brings Oceana peace now

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Theme Song Produced and Composed by Christian Guevara

**Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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