In this episode, we hear from Intisar, a sister who shares her personal story of faith and struggle and discusses the daily battles she encounters, trying to reconcile her emotions with her faith in Allah SWT. Her story highlights the ongoing effort to stay true to her beliefs despite inner conflicts and societal expectations. - Our main sponsor for this episode is @dahabshiilapp. Discover the ease of sending money abroad with the Dahabshiil App, your go-to for secure and effortless international money transfers. Whether you're sending funds to Somalia, Somaliland, Kenya, or any of the other 100+ countries, enjoy unbeatable exchange rates with Dahabshiil. Say goodbye to excessive fees and welcome smooth transactions. Enhanced with end-to-end encryption, the Dahabshiil App ensures your money is transferred safely and swiftly. Plus, we have a special offer for you: Use the promo code SISTERFREE for zero fees on your first three transfers*. Download the Dahabshiil App now and see how simple and convenient sending money internationally can be with just a few taps! Get started by visiting https://landing.dahabshiil.com/send-money-digital-sisterhood/?utm_source=podcast&utm_medium=influencers&utm_campaign=digitalsisterhood *Terms and conditions apply. - Come join us on a retreat this May 19-25th to Marrakech, Morocco, or May 26 - June 1 in Granada, Spain on what promises to be the journey of a lifetime. This won't just be a trip; it's a life-changing experience waiting to unfold. Visit go.sistersgetaway.com/tds to sign up. We have limited seats available so book your trip today! - Host: Cadar Mohamud  Associate Producer: Khweya Bezeid Lead Producer: Hanna Adan  Writer: Lamisah Chowdury Production Manager: Maaheen Khan-Bashir Sound Designer: Youssef Douazou  Marketing & Design Team: Sawsan Abdillahi, Wasima Farah, Khadija Musa, Mariya Shan Cover Artist: Limma Ali  ✨RESOURCE LINKS FROM INTISAR ✨ 1) Brother Wahwed Jensen and his Beyond the Rainbow Podcast - for Muslims struggling and not actively practicing the lifestyle  https://awaybeyondtherainbow.buzzsprout.com 2) https://muslimmatters.org/author/mobeenwaheed/ 3) The Straight Struggle Discord group: https://disboard.org/server/686461916939288584 4) I hope Dr Hakim is available… his website is old and he himself is sharing too so I could make a few recommendations.  - Yaqeen institute link to that topic from a couple of years ago:  https://youtu.be/wb_aqp3yAho?si=7lu0roc2MspKTrot 5) Hikma Healing https://www.hakimarchuletta.com 6) Muslim Somatic Therapy https://www.forwardtohealth.com/about 7) Same sex attraction Muslims community group: https://disboard.org/server/686461916939288584 you can also email Intisar personally at, intisara604@gmail.com for any questions. thank you for listening with an open heart!