What do you do when you feel like the rest of society is on a completely different wavelength from the one you're on? I recently had an existential crisis and was forced to ask myself that very question over and over again. Want to know the answer this Spiritual Bimbo came up with? Be true to yourself.You see, this world is not all love and light. It’s full of superficiality, fakeness, and pain. But even with all of those negative things, God is still present in everything. That’s what makes this the Earth School that it is. It’s not SUPPOSED to be easy. It’s supposed to teach us lessons that will help us to be the best versions of ourselves that we can possibly be.When you’re able to be true to yourself, you can learn to live with all of the unpleasantness in the world. Even when things don’t make sense, you’ll always be able to take something with you that will help you grow. Put up solid boundaries to protect yourself from toxicity, surround yourself with people that will lift you up, and always strive to be a better human.It’s a weird world that we live in, guys.Enjoy the episode and happy healing!And if you want to support me, head over to OnlyBella.com and subscribe for FREE!“Everything is higher learning and has a medicine when you choose to look at it that way."-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Why Everything is God6:32 - TikTok. It’s Great… But Toxic8:20 - My Thoughts on Statistics About Society13:14 - What Being Successful Really Represents18:38 - The Value of Making an Effort in Relationships23:52 - The Importance of Being True to Yourself While Holding Up Your Boundaries27:40 - Why I Pray for OthersConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

In today’s world, being different can be challenging. After all, society is not set up for people who crave being unique. It’s filled with superficial people and superficial things, which can be VERY tiring for a Spiritual Bimbo like me.That’s why this episode is all about existential clarity and how to cope with a world that doesn’t seem to have any interest in going beneath the surface; a world that doesn't want to discover new insights and new ways of being. It’s also about the constant learning process that we call life, and how to squeeze every ounce of goodness and love out of that journey.Being different may feel like a burden at times, but I would never trade the clarity I have today for my old life. As challenging as it may be to feel like you don’t fit in with the people around you, just think about the alternative: Would you really want to go through life on auto-pilot? I certainly would not!I hope you enjoy the episode! And if you want to support me, head over to OnlyBella.com and subscribe for FREE!Happy healing!“I’d rather share about my life because I’m constantly learning from it. Constantly learning from it.”-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Intro2:10 - The Barbie Movie Conversation4:32 - The Problem with Being Caught Up in the Superficial5:56 - Learning to See Beyond the Good7:44 - The Challenges of Being Different13:10 - Why It’s So Important to Resist Negative Urges16:18 - Take Advantage of the Divine Opportunities!20:20 - Embrace Being More, Don’t Limit YourselfConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

It’s been five years since your girl, Isabella James (aka Spiritual Bimbo), quit drinking alcohol and guess what? It’s time to celebrate the beauty of living sober!That’s right. A lot of people who were once junkies feel ashamed of their past and decide to block it out altogether. But to me, my drug and alcohol-consuming self from my past forms a part of who I am today. The challenges I went through to become the sober and spiritually aware person that I am today were well… challenging. And I’m proud of what I’ve accomplished.So in this episode I’ll be talking about my personal experiences with drugs and alcohol, what I’ve learned from them, and why to me there’s NOTHING better than living sober.Whether you’d like to quit alcohol yourself or not – this episode may just resonate with you in ways you least expect! Check it out!And if you want to support me, head over to OnlyBella.com and subscribe for FREE!“You don’t like everybody so why would you care if everybody likes you?-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Intro2:32 - Seeing Diplo While High3:28 - Anxiety Attack in Puerto Rico7:37 - Roots of Drinking and Drug Use9:50 - What Is Drinking Responsibly?13:24 - The Problems with Alcohol and Sex18:58 - Be Proud of Where You’ve Come From!23:00 - But Can You Party Sober?Connect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

In today’s world of constant negative messaging, loving yourself is more important than ever. That’s why in this episode of Esoteric N’ Chill, I’m sharing my top methods for cultivating self love in my daily life.If you’ve listened to any of my past episodes, you may recognize some of the strategies I talk about in this episode. And that’s because these are the most powerful tools that we possess for generating abundance and love in our lives. But here’s the thing – as common sense as some of these methods may sound, the real challenge is actually doing them!Ask yourself this:Are you using fitness as a way to generate abundant self love? Are you following your own desires instead of what society is calling on you to do?The truth is, loving yourself is an ongoing process. You’ll have good days and bad days depending on what you’re dealing with at any given moment. But if you can implement some of the strategies that I talk about in this episode, you’ll always have what you need to create more love in your life.If you’ve ever wondered how this Spiritual Bimbo stays on her love frequency, check out the episode!And if you want to support me, head over to OnlyBella.com and subscribe!“What’s the point of having relationships if you’re not benefiting each other?”-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Intro3:44 - It’s Not About What You Do But How You Do It6:32 - My Reaction to a Message from Fiji Fck Boy13:14 - Six Strategies for Loving Yourself13:24 - 1#: Fitness17:00 - 2#: Meditation18:14 - 3#: Doing Stuff I Actually Enjoy22:02 - 4#: Using Everything As a Spiritual Practice25:04 - 5#: Forgiveness26:58 - 6#: Vocalize BoundariesConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Can you do sex work and still be a spiritual being? The answer, of course, is YES! You can be whoever you want to be, even when it comes to adult entertainment jobs. In this episode of Esoteric N’ Chill, I’ll be explaining my approach to adult industry jobs and how I manage to remain a Spiritual Bimbo – even when I’m rubbing my pussy in front of the camera!The first thing to understand is that you are the only person who gets to define who you are. It’s not your family, your job, or your past – YOU are the one only person in control of your identity. But how do you stay true to who you are? Some of the insights from this episode that may help you include the importance of intention, learning how to clear your energy, and setting boundaries.These are things that I do regularly to keep myself spiritually aligned while working in the adult industry. I hope they help you navigate your own spiritual journey!“What you do doesn’t define who you are.”-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Intro/My Water Fast4:20 - Low Vibe vs High Vibe Porn6:30 - Balancing Who I Am with Adult Entertainment Jobs9:26 - Why It’s All About Your Intention13:58 - Clearing My Energy14:44 - Setting Boundaries16:02 - Celebrating Different Aspects of MeConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Every time I take a trip to Las Vegas, it seems like I end up telling myself I gotta get my life together. And guess what? That’s exactly what happened to me during my most recent Vegas trip. In this episode, your favorite Spiritual Bimbo is sharing what went wrong for me in Vegas and how I learned from the experience.It really began right when I got there. You see, I had a VERY hard time falling asleep, which meant I was not functioning at 100%. Far from it. In fact, between not being able to sleep and having a series of low vibrational experiences, this trip to Las Vegas was a major test for me.But on the flip side, this Vegas trip also showed me just how far I’ve come and just how much I’ve grown spiritually. If you wanna hear about the importance of sleep, trusting your intuition, and how I dealt with a series of unpleasant experiences – have a listen!“At the end of the day, everything’s a fucking frequency.”-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Intro6:15 - Why This Trip to Las Vegas Was a Mistake7:56 - The Importance of Sleep (& what happens when I don’t get it)11:04 - My Experience with CBD and Melatonin13:26 - My Terrible Rap Club Experience18:40 - Why I Protect My Energy20:08 - What I Enjoyed During My Vegas Trip22:15 - Listen to Your Intuition!Connect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Is it wrong to not care sometimes? Contrary to what people may tell you, there is nothing wrong with setting boundaries in your life! In fact, if there’s anything you take away from this episode, it’s that it’s okay to say “no” to things that don’t align with you. That’s right, in this episode, your girl Isabella James (aka Spiritual Bimbo) is going to be discussing the difference between apathy and enlightenment; between having healthy boundaries and simply caving in to societal conditioning.Because there is a BIG difference between establishing your personal boundaries and just “going with the flow.” And it’s an important part of learning to be true to yourself. Whether you’re on a spiritual journey or trying to improve yourself in some other way, setting boundaries is a necessary part of remaining in alignment with who you are.After all, what’s the point of getting to know yourself if you don’t actually honor the person that you are?If you’ve ever felt like a weirdo for simply not giving a fuck… then this episode is for you!“Not everybody deserves a fucking participation trophy.”-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - The Beauty of Removing Toxic People from Your Life10:04 - Am I Apathetic or Enlightened?11:26 - Why Being Highly Sensitive Is a Gift14:42 - How to Detach from Your Thoughts and Emotions17:04 - How to Be Discerning in Each New Situation28:52 - Self Check-In: Is It Your Values… Or Your Conditioning?Connect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Did you know our romantic relationships can be our greatest teachers? I recently got out of what I consider to be a twin flame relationship and it taught me a LOT about myself as both a romantic partner and as a person. In this episode, your favorite Spiritual Bimbo is going to be digging deep and revealing the most important lessons that I took from that recent experience.If you don’t already know, a twin flame connection is INTENSE, guys. It’s when you meet someone who is just like you and you click on so many levels. But… as you can imagine, dating someone who shares so many of your traits (both the good AND the bad) can make twin flame relationships very tumultuous.Fortunately, I always seek to grow and improve with every new romantic relationship. And this time around was no different. From creating boundaries to realizing why monogamy (ish) is my preferred style of relationship, there is a lot that I cover in this episode.Think your own relationships could be better?If so, this episode is for you!“Relationships are our greatest teachers.”-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Intro4:50 - The Problem with Playing the Victim8:04 - What is a Twin Flame Relationship?10:06 - Create & Respect Boundaries16:30 - Being Alone Allows You to Heal17:06 - My Preferred Romantic Relationship is Monogamous (w/ possibilities)29:02 - Believe in Yourself30:28 - You Have to Fill Your Own Cup Before Others’36:06 - Be Aware of Your Deep-Rooted PatternsConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Do you struggle to cultivate healthy relationships? Do you find yourself falling into the same relationship patterns over and over again? In this episode of Esoteric N’ Chill, your favorite spiritual bimbo is going to be giving you some tips that will help you finally break your destructive relationship habits so that you can truly heal.The thing is, relationships should contribute to our well-being. But unfortunately, finding the right kind of people who will support you on your journey is easier said than done. There are just SO many things that can get in the way of cultivating healthy relationships. Everything from past traumas to the desire for comfort to a lack of awareness are just a few of the obstacles that can keep us stuck.But when you do start healing relationship patterns that have been holding you back, you’ll be surprised at how the effects multiply and touch every other aspect of your life. That’s because relationships help define who we are. Fix your relationships and your entire life will change for the better.“You can’t have a chemical solution for a spiritual problem."-Isabella JamesLinks Mentioned👉 Tony Robbins Trauma:https://esotericnchill.buzzsprout.com/2126470/12444874-4-tony-robbins-trauma👉 Phi Network:https://phi.network/Timestamps0:00 - Intro2:40 - Invest in the Future (Crypto Tangent)9:22 - Identify Your Unhealthy Relationships14:40 - Learn How to React to Past Traumas20:52 - Interrupt Your Patterns22:40 - How Is This Reflecting How You Feel?25:34 - Healthy Relationships Start With You28:42 - Try New ThingsConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

You can’t have true wealth without getting healthy first. After all, money can buy you things, but can it connect you to the universe? Can it give you that deep satisfaction that we all crave? The answer, of course, is a resounding “no.” True wealth goes much deeper than the number of digits in your bank account. In fact, with the right healthy habits, you can access true wealth right now – no matter what kind of situation you’re currently in.And since you already know I’m a real one, in this episode of Esoteric N' Chill I share the habits that I personally use in my own life. These include creating a spiritual practice, embracing gratitude , and being intentional about everything you consume. With these healthy habits, true wealth is right at your fingertips. So what are you waiting for?? Start applying them today! And remember, you can be anything you want to be… so make it good!“You need to just focus on getting yourself to a safe set point where you can flourish and truly grow to the next versions of yourself that you’re calling in.” - Isabella JamesTimestamps0:50 - Personal Journaling6:06 - Why Journaling Is a Manifestation Tool7:28 - Why Meditation Is Key to Getting Healthy8:44 - The Value of Being Your True Self11:07 - Breathwork + Bodily Awareness14:55 - Gratitude17:45 - Conscious Media Consumption20:11 - Eating Consciously and Taking Care of Your BodyConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Have you ever felt empty inside and had no idea what to do about it? We all know how shitty that feeling can be, which is why in this episode I talk all about how to deal with loneliness. If you struggle whenever you start to feel lonely, then be sure to keep listening!A lot of people think that you can avoid feeling lonely by simply not being alone – but that’s a myth! After all, have you ever been surrounded by people and still thought to yourself – “Why am I so lonely??”The thing is, there is a HUGE difference between loneliness and solitude, and your favorite spiritual bimbo is here to explain the real differences between these two very different states of being. You’ll hear me talk about the relationship between loneliness and God, the problem with suppressing our feelings, and the importance of getting outside of our comfort zone – plus a whole lot more!Unfortunately, learning how to deal with loneliness is something that most of us still don’t recognize as a crucial skill to have. But I hope this episode gives you some tools so that you know exactly what to do when you feel lonely in the future. Because there’s no reason to fear being alone!“In reality, if you’re feeling lonely, it’s because you’re disconnected from God.”-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Intro3:29 - Mantras + Affirmations5:23 - The Benefits of Meditation7:02 - Loneliness is a Disconnection from God8:10 - Don’t Ignore Your Feelings10:00 - Do Things Because You’re Happy, Not to Make You Happy12:35 - Get Outside Your Comfort Zone16:20 - Fitness is Mental, Physical, and Spiritual17:14 - Kindness + Detachment20:48 - Move your body!Connect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Want to know why you are failing at life? Seriously… do you ever wonder why some people end up living a dream life while others just keep struggling without getting anywhere? In this episode of Esoteric N Chill, your favorite spiritual bimbo is here to give you some insight.After watching an interview with multi-millionaire investor Alex Hormozi, I was inspired to share the strategies that I’ve used (and continue to use) to generate my own wealth and happiness.You’ll hear me talk about some of the most common barriers to becoming successful, why they’re so ingrained in us, and what you can do to overcome them. Basically, I want all of you to WIN, because you truly deserve to live an abundant life.So go ahead and take a listen! And consider this the first step towards changing your mindset for the better.“Life can really be even more amazing than we fucking imagine. Infinite possibilities, infinnite fucking abundance – the sky’s the fucking limit” -Isabella JamesTimestamps0: 00 - Intro4:04 - Why we get in our own way7:12 - Fearing what people think11:10 - Think you’re not good enough?14:30 - Learn how to allocate your time18:46 - Change your environment20:59 - Gamify everything22:07 - How to not fall victim to your own thoughts23:16 - Learn to reframe your realityLinks Mentioned👉 Check out the Alex Hormozi interview here:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JuNOFW-oVn8&ab_channel=ChrisWilliamson👉 Barbie Goes to Bali:https://esotericnchill.buzzsprout.com/2126470/12582761-6-barbie-goes-to-baliConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Y’all know I love electronic music. But this year your favorite spiritual bimbo has decided to skip EDC 2023. In fact, I think my raving days may be behind me. In this episode, I talk about my past experiences with Electric Daisy Carnival, my shifting priorities, and how my awakening has changed my relationship to old habits.For anyone who’s been in the EDM festival scene, you probably already know what I’m talking about.And if you don’t… Well, be sure to listen to the full episode to hear about the good, the bad, and the ugly of EDM and why my relationship with it will never be the same.“If you lose your peace, that person’s fucking winning. You know, they’re gonna do what they’re gonna do, but if they’re taking your peace… fuck that dude.” - Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Introduction.1:09 - My life – reality vs. perception.2:28 - The “Butterfly Effect” in our daily lives.3:42 - Why life events are not simply “good” or “bad.6:14 - My past experiences with Electric Daisy Carnival.11:15 - Why healing is not linear.14:08 - The downsides to going to EDM festivals alone.17:56 - My reasons for not going to EDC 2023.21:00 - Why sensitive energy and EDM festivals do not mix.22:18 - Why I am LOVING my recent sobriety.23:18 - Food at EDM festivals is DISGUSTING.27:39 - My one-year hiatus and getting kicked out of “Holy Ship!”32:26 - The positives about going to EDM festivals.Links Mentioned👉 Check out my WILD story about the EDC sociopath here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5JxPJR_daqE&ab_channel=SpiritualBimbo👉 My EDC Orlando Vlog (When I Went Solo!): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQfgZwXDU78&t=2052s&ab_channel=SpiritualBimboConnect with Isabella James:1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

From crypto insights to tips on letting go of the past, this episode of Esoteric N’ Chill is an experience that’s not to be missed! Today I want you to join me, Isabella James, aka spiritual bimbo, as I share all of my latest discoveries about self-development, spirituality, and the rabbit hole that is cryptocurrency.Maybe it’s letting go of someone in your life. Maybe it’s breaking old patterns that are holding you back. Whatever it is that’s blocking your blessings, once you realize that you deserve more in life, abundance and financial wealth will naturally follow. But it all starts with you and the choices you make.If you think crypto and spirituality don’t belong together, this episode will make you think again!"The more we focus on the beauty that we have in our life, the more we are blessed." - Isabella JamesTimestamps3:25 - The Importance of Valuing yourself5:25 - Developing Spiritual Awareness/Balancing Chakras6:42 - Crypto and Problems with Traditional Banking12:35 - Decentralized vs Centralized Banking14:30 - Why Crypto is Full of Opportunities17:10 - Credit and The Problem with Deferring Payments22:00 - Believing in Yourself and Your Future27:20 - The Beauty of Letting Things Fall into Place 29:45 - Choosing Love and Abundance33:00 - Removing Toxicity36:42 - Letting Go of the Past42:02 - Food Addiction vs NourishmentLinks Mentioned👉 Check out my interview with crypto expert, Kash Vegan here:https://esotericnchill.buzzsprout.com/2126470/12812930-11-cellular-updates-and-crypto👉 Interested in crypto? Learn more about Phi Network here:https://phi.network/Connect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Are you looking to have better sex? Then you won't want to miss the latest episode of Esoteric N’ Chill, where I share my most effective sex tips for achieving a sizzling connection with your partner between the sheets. That’s right. We all deserve to have good sex, which is why your girl Isabella James, aka Spiritual Bimbo, wants to teach you how to spice things up in the bedroom!With these sex tips, I'll be drawing on my own personal experiences and extensive knowledge, while sharing invaluable insights on everything from communication and exploration to experimentation and intimacy. Tune in now to start having better sex today!Timestamps2:24 - One of My First Experiences with a Female Porn Star5:52 - The Reality of Sex Work12:05 - Watch Tutorials, Not Porn22:08 - Let Her Have Her Own Experience23:15 - Good Sex Is About Giving Pleasure26:50 - Focus and Be Present30:20 - Don’t Get Lost in Your Own Sauce“Everything starts with ourselves. The more we’re able to really honor our pleasure within ourselves, then we’re able to honor it with our partner.”-Isabella JamesConnect with Isabella James:1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Our guest is Kash Vegan, an artist, educator, and crypto enthusiast. With years of experience in finance and personal development, Kash brings a unique perspective to the world of cryptocurrency.In this episode, he shares his insights and knowledge on everything related to this digital currency, including its origins, its current state, and its future potential. In addition to his financial expertise, Kash is also deeply committed to personal growth and self-improvement. He shares some of his own personal development strategies and explains how these have helped him to become a successful artist, educator, and crypto investor.Tune in for this must-listen episode about cryptocurrency, finance, and financial growth. “Know thyself... If you know yourself, you'll always make the right decisions” – Kash VeganTimestamps2:26 - The Problem with Liquidating Crypto Back Into Fiat4:32 - Creation of Centralized Banking and the Illusion of Value7:15 - The Difference Between Crypto and Fiat8:20 - What is Crypto Mining??13:20 -  A Brief History of Crypto15:48 - What Happened with the Bitcoin Crash?26:30 - NFTs and Where They Get Their Value32:52 - The Spiritual Side of a Decentralized Crypto Economy41:50 - Where Crypto Is Headed46:58 - The Importance of A.I.50:48 - Kash’s Advice to the ListenersConnect with Isabella James:1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OFConnect with Kash Vegan1.    https://www.instagram.com/_kashvegan_/?hl=en

Our guest for this episode is Dez Fraser, a talented makeup artist, successful model content creator, and fellow spiritual bimbo from – where else? – Texas. With over 2 million followers on Instagram, Dez is a well-known figure in the social media world and an inspiration to many.In this episode, we'll delve into Dez's fascinating journey to becoming a social media blonde bombshell influencer. We'll explore her early influences and inspirations, as well as the challenges she’s faced along the way. We'll also dive into the topic of plastic surgery and how it has impacted Dez's journey towards self-love and confidence.Join us as we discover more about Dez Fraser and explore the themes of self-love, confidence, and success in the digital age. “I want to continue to do better... just like any goal in life… doesn't mean I'm not enough…it's the journey and experience.” – Dez FraserTimestamps1:55 - How Dez Fraser Started as a Content Creator4:12 - What Inspired Dez’s Bimbo Transformation8:18 - Plastic surgery Is an expression of Self-Love12:28 - Tattoos and the Transparency of Porn14:12 - The Joy of Being in Nature14:58 - Isabella Getting Banned from Canada18:43 - Dez’s Upcoming Travel PlansConnect with Isabella James: 1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.  Ineedbella.com all my socials3. Onlybella.com Free OFConnect with Dez Fraser: 1.    https://onlyfans.com/bombshell dez2.    https://instagram.com/msdezfraser

Hey guys! Your favorite spiritual bimbo is back to answer all of your questions in this special “ask me anything” episode!From how I deal with judgment over my looks to what it’s really like to work in the sex industry, I’m giving you everything you could want to know (and more!) for every question that comes my way. And I’m not holding back… cause you know I’m a real one!These questions are coming straight from my Instagram, so that means these are the things that you guys have been dying to know. It’s called “ask me anything” for a reason! And trust me, I am NOT shy. Ready to get all of the juicy details about me? Jump right in!Links MentionedTony Robbins Trauma👉 ​​https://www.buzzsprout.com/2126470/episodes/12444874Timestamps4:18 - The Insanity of Instagram6:20 - Measurements plz?8:16 - Do You Like Beards?11:42 - When Are You Coming to Mexico?12:34 - Are People Rude to You Due to Your Looks?20:40 - Are You Single?21:42 - Do You Do Porn?28:18 - Do You Want a Boyfriend?32:16 - What Are the Difficulties of the Sex Industry?37:02 - How Do You Feel About Guys Liking Your Feet?38:52 - Have You Ever Done a Blowbang?40:10 - What Is the Craziest Thing You’ve Ever Done to Get a Guy’s AttentionConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Welcome to one of my favorite episodes! Today, your spiritual bimbo is going deep into the abundance of the universe, the importance of self-worth, and the MAGICAL vibes that I feel when I’m in Bali.This episode is a mix of things. Some nuggets of wisdom, some spiritual insight… and a few fckboy anecdotes thrown in for good measure. Toxicity exists, folks. Trauma exists. But so does self-worth, abundance, and the beautiful healing journey. So whether you’re at home or in another country, stuck in survival mode or living your dream life, remember that there are always ways to love yourself, get that bag, and squeeze the most out of this amazing experience called life.Jump in to hear about my amazing time in Bali and everything I’ve learned while I was away!“What we perceive to be healthy relationships is what we perceive as a child.”-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Intro1:46 - Bali & Traveling vs. Staying Home4:22 - Do I Have Enough Self-Worth?7:40 - Childhood Trauma and Toxicity11:00 - “Without Love, Power Is Just Control”13:58 - It’s Okay to Ask For Help16:16 - Why America Sucks (and Bali Is Amazing!)18:54 - I Can Do Whatever I Want In Life (So Can You!)29:10 - I Don’t Need My Tesla to Be HappyConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF

Welcome to another edition of “Tales from the Fckboy Crypt.” Your favorite spiritual bimbo is going abroad for this episode and talking about a very toxic person I met at the Tony Robbins retreat.He was an Australian scorpio – and he was cute. But the moment I saw this guy, I knew I had to stay away. Unfortunately… he was everywhere.Although I was only around him for 72 hours, things went from bad to worse real quick. From toxic comments to drawing wild conclusions about me to love bombing, this was a seriously toxic person.Fortunately, the work that I’ve done on myself recently helped me to always remain aware of the situation I was in and not get too shaken up.I’ll take this as a reminder to continue my healing journey. And maybe… to take a break from dating for a while.“They say that time heals everything. No, it’s not the time. It’s the growth and it’s the transformation into new versions of ourselves that do not fit the old narrative.”-Isabella JamesTimestamps0:00 - Intro1:38 - Bali + Getting Out of Survival Mode3:30 - It’s Okay to Grieve Past Versions of Ourselves8:20 - The Value of Not Dating9:36 - Meeting the Australian Scorpio12:38 - At the Airport30:16 - It Shows When You’re Not Doing “the Work”41:04 - Toxic Comments/Oversharing49:34 - Getting Rid of the Fckboy54:08 - My Strangely Toxic Reaction to Blocking a Toxic PersonConnect with Isabella James1.    Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/esotericnchill/2.    Ineedbella.com all my socials3.    Onlybella.com Free OF