The Balut Kiki Project

The Balut Kiki Project

Tuloy lang, mga Bes! We are an international award-winning Filipino podcast by fabulous members of the LGBTQIA+ community. Our goal is to normalize and de-stigmatize conversations that Pinoys generally only talk about in secret - mental health problems (like depression and suicide), sex, sexuality and the human body, non-traditional relationships, among others. "Balut" is a Filipino delicacy consisting of a fertilized developing egg embryo that is boiled and eaten from the shell. So, we aim to make our episodes nutritious though they are not for the faint of heart. While "kiki" is queer slang for a gathering among friends. Kaya we throw in discussions about queer  culture and interests - because why not, diba? We are uniquely PINOY. We are unapologetically QUEER. Join your hosts Mel, Geoff, Nealle together with Peter, Morey, Kenny, Choi, and a bevy of other Bessies!  Winner, BEST PODCAST HOST, 1st Asia Podcast Festival Awards, Singapore.

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Episodes

Death Becomes Us
Today
Death Becomes Us
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!AND NOW A WARNING. This project contains mature and sensitive themes such as depression, death, and suicide. Listener discretion is advised.Two queer Filipinos walk into a bar to talk about death. Choz, hindi ito start of a joke, Bes – it's a relaxed but intimate conversation about watching our parents fade, losing siblings too soon, and how growing up in a culture that whispers about death dictates how we face it. We face our complex relationship with mortality, especially as people who once didn't want to live. Keber sa awkward silences, Bes! This is not forced optimism or toxic positivity - we're just being honest about how we're coming to terms with the impending death of a loved one in the hopes of revealing what happens when we finally say the unsayable. Language: Tagalog, EnglishListen to another mental heatlh episode here. Support the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
Sex Worker
Dec 30 2024
Sex Worker
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!MATURE CONTENT WARNING. We listen and we don't judge!Engrandeng salubong sa 2025 via a candid kiki with Clara and Mystic as they pull back the curtain on one of Manila's most misunderstood communities - female sex workers. Against the backdrop of Asia's largest Catholic nation, ang bago nating Bessies share raw, honest stories that challenge stereotypes and expose the deep-rooted double standards facing people who make sexual fantasies come true - for a price.  Bes, we hope this kiki invites you to set aside preconceptions about the world's oldest profession and instead explore what happens when we choose understanding over judgment.In our 3rd season, our little poddy continues its fearless tradition of bringing taboo Pinoy conversations to light - serving them up with equal parts courage, compassion, and unfiltered realness! Pasok 2025!Check out Clara's website here. Check out Mystic's website here. Please consider giving us a follow and a 5-star rating, Bes. Language: Tagalog, EnglishWanna listen to a similar episode? Ang Teacher Na Nagbenta ng AliwSupport the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
Tangled Towel Tales
Nov 15 2024
Tangled Towel Tales
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!MATURE CONTENT WARNING.Tanda mo ba Bes yung good old days kung kelan hooking up meant putting on pants... just to take them off again? Buhay pa ba golden age of gay saunas, bath houses, and massage parlors because we would like a word! Isama mo na ang parlor, este, barber shop. From decoding mysterious non-verbal cues with your masseur to steamy steam room encounters with celebs, pag-kikihan naten what really went down when "notifications" meant awkward eye contact across a dingy bath house. Featuring international mishaps, lost-in-translation moments, at yung one time na na-raid ang establishment at "starring" ang isa sa amin!Chika nyo naman sa amin ang updated list, personal reviews at recommendations nyo charmus!Language: Tagalog, EnglishSupport the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
Sex Tapes, Trapos, & Tiaras
Oct 20 2024
Sex Tapes, Trapos, & Tiaras
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!MATURE CONTENT WARNING.Nagkalat ang TT at kiki, mga Bes! And by that, we mean our Top Three kikis!Dahil malapit na ang pasko and because T is for Troy, naglumuhod ang mga Bessies at nag-wish-upon-a-star kung sino ang nais nilang sunod na bumuyangyang ALLEGEDLY on cam!Di namen feel ang pangalawang T dahil tungkol sa mga mabaho at maantot na trapo ang aming kiki. Pero marubdob pa din ang aming diskusyon. Bakit, Ate Vi? Bakit, Ate Guy? Hindi na papasa sa amin ang mata-mata acting. Explain!And finally, nakumbinsi na daw si Bes Nealle na manuod ng Drag Race! And magtataka pa ba kayo na parang naging Tita Baby stan account ang podcast namin? Nagpaghahalata kung sino sa cast ng Drag Race PH ang schoolmate ng mga bakla sa show. Calling Tita Baby, mag-guest ka daw sa amin!Language: Tagalog, EnglishSupport the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
Mongrels, Moms, and Mental Health
Sep 16 2024
Mongrels, Moms, and Mental Health
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!Trigger Warning: This project contains mature and sensitive themes such as depression and suicide. Listener discretion is advised.Anu-ano kayang issues ang pumasok sa ating Top controversial kikis? Sumawsaw ulit ang mga Bessies sa most talked-about topics shaking up the queer cultural landscape. From fur baby drama to the uproar over an X-rated children's movie, we tackle the issues that spark conversations and healthy debate. Hindi din namin pinalagpas ang ayaw mamatay-matay na issues - the Olympic-sized complexities of family dynamics at ang napakagulong stances in today's political climate.And of course, we again highlight the importance of mental health as we share our own mental health struggles dahil September is Suicide Prevention Awareness Month!As regular Pinoys just sharing our opinions, we invite you to join the kiki dahil every voice matters, and sometimes, a little kiki is just what we need to get you through the day!Language: Tagalog, EnglishSupport the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
Top 5: Trans Olympics Scandals
Aug 6 2024
Top 5: Trans Olympics Scandals
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!MATURE CONTENT WARNING. "Opinions are like assholes, everybody has one."Eeyy, welcome to our assholes. mga Bes!!!!Our Top 5 Controversial Conversations for August 2024!5. Carlos Yulo, nauna pang makakuha ng ginto kesa sa mga Tallano gold aspirants!4. Bagong 'teleserye' sa GMA featuring an actor at dalawang independent contractors, nagsimula na!3. Leonardo Da Vinci at Sta. Queteria, nag-cameo nga ba sa opening ceremonies ng Paris Olympics?2. Mamser, itinutulak na bilang maka-bagong pronouns!1. Up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, B, A chromosome test, natuklasan!Bonus: Why we think you should stop saying "Respect is earned!" at ang sagot namin sa mga nagsasabing "Entitled na kayo mashado!" This project has marked chapters.Language: Tagalog, English Support the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
F U Incest
Jun 4 2024
F U Incest
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!MATURE CONTENT WARNING.Hawiin natin ang rainbow kurtina on one of the most hush-hush human experiences - incest and incestuous dreams. Gulat ka, Bes? You wouldn't be if you knew just how common and psychologically complex this phenomenon actually is.  Not to back down on a kiki, the Bessies attempt an open exploration of why so many people have these dreams and courageously share their own experiences.Pero hindi lang yan. We also dive into the sinister reality of Emotional Incest - the damaging, non-physical enmeshment between parent/caregiver and child. Nakakagulat kung gaano ka-common ito! Another unflinching, freeing discussion that hopes to validate and destigmatize these rarely-spoken experiences. The kind of bold and honest kiki you've come to expect from the project!Happy PRIDE!Learn more about Emotional Incest here.Read more about Jungian Dream Interpretation here.More about incestuous dream interpretation here.Read about the Responsible Parenthood and Reproductive Health Law here.Legality of incest per country here.Language: Tagalog, EnglishSupport the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
The Last 3 Years
May 19 2024
The Last 3 Years
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!MATURE CONTENT WARNING.Our poddy is 3 years old this month! We celebrate by simply looking back at where we first started and where this wild journey has taken us. Cheers to the sometimes fun and senseless, and sometimes serious conversations we've had. We raise a glass to some  amazing guests who have graced our projects, and toast the meaningful kikis we've had just on our own.Some features on this project are:My Daughter's SuicideAng Teacher na Nagbenta ng AliwKiki with a PornstarBuhay IntersexBlind Journalist: LGBTQ ProfilesKiki With a Drag Race WinnerAddicted to Drag: Maria ChristinaPlus some of our most popular episodes like The Pilot, Bekirida, Ang Titi, Vagina Kiki, Tamod, Chupa, Tumbong, Self-Harming, and more!Special thanks to other special guests and Bessies like Doc Papi of Kiki ni Doc,  Citybuoy of The Stories I Wish You Heard, Sir Red of Haynayan At Agham, Ron of Cinephiles, our Bessies from Tsaastrology,  and Ms. Christine Abrigana of Lagim Podcast ! (Hindi na po namin matandaan lahat, your honor!)Support the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
Quickiki -Top Surgery & T
May 12 2024
Quickiki -Top Surgery & T
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!MATURE CONTENT WARNING.   This project's personal accounts of medical transitioning DO NOT constitute professional medical advice. Please consult a licensed healthcare provider regarding any gender-affirming medical decisions or care. Isang powerful companion Quickiki, mga Bes! Matt Alea  from Transmasculine Philippines opens up about his personal journey with medical transition. He provides short but candid insight into navigating gender-affirming care like top surgery and taking testosterone in a country that lacks comprehensive transgender healthcare resources. Saan, paano, magkano, kanino? Heto na nga!Language: Tagalog, EnglishDon't forget to listen to the main episode. And check out our other Quickikis! Need workshops on the following topics?SOGIESC 101 & Workplace InclusionGender Sensitivity and Mental HealthDeveloping Inclusive Workplace PoliciesLGBTQIA+ History in the PhilippinesGet in touch with Matt Alea via email: matthias.alea@gmail.comSupport the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
TransMasc
May 5 2024
TransMasc
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!MATURE CONTENT WARNING. We are proud to highlight one of the most underrepresented people in our fabulous LGBTQIA2+ rainbow:  our transmasculine bros and bessies! Kilalanin natin sa project na ito si Bes MATT ALEA, executive director ng Transmasculine Philippines, a community-based organization for Filipino transmen and transmasculine non-binary folks. Get to know the hardships that transmasculine people go through in a country where queer individuals are othered, discriminated against, misunderstood, and sidelined. Matt shares his journey realizing he is trans, coming out to his family, difficulties landing a job, or finding true love while coming to terms with his individuality. Teka Bes, ano nga ba ang ibig sabihin ng transmasculine? Aba, click play and find out why our Bessies in the trans community need our allyship and support. Language: English, TagalogFollow Transmasculine Philippines on Facebook, Instagram, and X. Check out our previous episodes:76: PWD: Rold - LGBTQIA Profiles63: Exploring Asexuality with LAGIM PodcastSupport the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
Top 5: Controversial Conversations
Mar 24 2024
Top 5: Controversial Conversations
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!MATURE CONTENT WARNING.Bessies, bago ang kulitan, please take note of this  project's EXTRO:Fida'iWe STILL join the worldwide call for an immediate cessation of hostilities in Gaza, emphasizing the paramount importance of safeguarding innocent civilian lives trapped in the conflict's crossfire.We've checked our queer radar! At may mga topics sa zeitgeist na hindi namin mapalagpas and kailangan talagang gawan ng kiki dito sa project! Kaya, heto ang aming Top 5 controversial chekaz na naging Top 4 kasi hindi maka-decide ang mga betla kaya may nag-tie pa sa number one! Alicia Silverswan, sawsawera ng bayan, era na naman! (And yes, magamit lang ang salitang zeitgeist, mga baklang twoah!)Say 50 GloryBes after listening, Bes. Language: English, TagalogClick to listen to our previous countdown episode:101: Top 10 Toxic But Positive QuotesSupport the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.
MUPH Tingz
Feb 20 2024
MUPH Tingz
Hey Bessie, send us a text message!MATURE CONTENT WARNING.Bes, ang coverage ng discussion natin sa project na ito ay may kinalaman sa napipintong "battle royale" sa Miss Universe Philippines 2024. At kahit pinalalambot pa ang matigas na karne, eh maraming nang gigil at gutom sa mga patikim ng org at gerlies! Kasama natin as usual si Bes CJ ng KoronaFilipina at nag try kami sagutin ang enumeration ng mga candidates na nagpagalaw ng baso sa recent sashing and presentation ceremony, at may pa-essay din kung bakit magulo pa din sa unibars ni Auntie. Tara nang mag-group study! Click play na, Bes para hindi mangamote sa final exam na gaganapin sa Mayo. At tignan mo na din kung agree ka ba sa mga answers namin sa pa-quiz na ito. Chariz!Language: TagalogFollow KoronaFilipina here.Check out CJSays Blog here. This project's Extro:Fida'iWe join the worldwide call for an immediate cessation of hostilities in Gaza, emphasizing the paramount importance of safeguarding innocent civilian lives trapped in the conflict's crossfire.Support the showThe Balut Kiki Project is an international award-winning podcast being the only Philippine winner so far at the Asia Podcast Festival Awards held in Singapore.Follow/subscribe and, review and rate us on Spotify, ApplePodcasts, Podchaser. Connect with us on Facebook or Instagram . Advertise with us - Email: balutkiki@gmail.com. *Our podcast does not offer professional medical, sexual, or mental health advice. Our show aims to entertain and express truths about our personal experiences in dealing with issues we discuss. If you are undergoing depression or having suicidal thoughts, please go to these links: NCMH (PH) or Find a Helpline (worldwide). It's okay to ask for help.