Here's how Buzzsprout AI described this episode LOL:Battling the tides of depression is an experience akin to navigating a relentless ocean; it's a voyage I've charted through the ebb and flow of medication adjustments, 12-step programs, and the unexpected oasis of dance lessons. My narrative in this episode is not just about the storms faced, but also the triumph in self-care and the pursuit of love amidst my professional endeavors. Wrestling with the decision to reveal the intricacies of my personal life, I've chosen the path of privacy in my dating journey, a reflection of the intricate dance between public persona and the quest for genuine connection.The silent chorus of loneliness, especially poignant during weekends, strikes a chord with many, and I'm no stranger to its melody. Over the past 15 years, therapy sessions have been my steadfast companions, providing solace and stability. Listen as I delve into the importance of demystifying mental health support, the invaluable role of therapy, and how, despite a lackluster Saturday, there's always the hope of a brighter Sunday. I invite you to join the conversation, one that promises not only a mirror to my own experiences but also extends a helping hand to those navigating similar waters.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community. In this episode we look at Digital Kink, starting with a personal history of the evolution of virtual kink spaces followed by a brief guide to navigating these spaces. Then we have the promised interview with Master J Tebias Perry, author of the book Leather Mentorship, followed by some really interesting Ask Edge questions.Here are some useful links from the episode:Leather Mentorship: Direct link to the book on Amazon.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. I've had a busy 2024 with Mid Atlantic Leather, Dublin Leather Weekend, and Mr. Florid Rubber. I'll share my experiences with these different and diverse events!Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community. in and prepare your senses for a journey into the heart of leather and kink mentorship, as we pull back the curtain on what it means to guide and grow within our vibrant communities. I'm Edge, your navigator through this landscape of learning and connection, where the ties that bind us go beyond the physical. In this season's premiere, we sit alongside Richard and Lyle from San Francisco's Leather Men's Discussion Group's Mentoring Program, unraveling the intricate weave of guidance that shapes future leaders and enthusiasts in kink.Embarking on a nine-month odyssey of transformation, our guests reveal how mentorship transcends simple instruction, evolving into a life-altering exchange. My own tales echo alongside, from the pivotal moments under the tutelage of my earliest leather mentors to the profound satisfaction found in fostering the next generation. Together, we dissect the delicate dance of empowering mentees without overshadowing their individual journeys, sharing how the alchemy of group dynamics and in-person connections reinforce the bonds of our community.As we forge ahead, the conversation takes a turn through the shadowed corners of mentorship: the safeguarding of boundaries, the vigilant distinction from therapy, and the ethical navigation of sexual dynamics within the learning sphere. These are the threads that, when carefully woven, craft a tapestry of trust and respect. And as we close, I'll offer a glimpse into the role of community events, the art of negotiation within BDSM relationships, and the personal touch of my upcoming leather-bound travels. This is more than a mere exchange of knowledge; it's a testament to the resilience and intimacy of our leather family.Here are some useful links from the episode:San Francisco Leathermen's Discussion GroupLDG Mentoring ProgramLeather Mentorship -- This book is a great resource and I hope to interview J. Tebias Perry in a future Interlude!Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community. In this episode we wrap Season 2, looking back on the year that was and highlighting some of the special moments of the season. Edge will be back in March with the launch of Season 3--join us then!Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. Polyamory is the topic this time, as I share my past, present, and future experiences with this approach to relationships.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life.  This time with think about tailors and handy they can be when it comes to leather.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community.Fisting, this time. As always I share my experience with this kink. Then we have an exciting deep dive into the practice with fisting superstar HungerFF. Ask Edge rounds out this episode.Here are some useful links from the episode:HungerFF: website for this episode's guest, with videos and merchandise.Depth Vortex: website with extensive education, and a link to the Facebook group as well.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. This time, a very special Interlude, as I interview Lady V about Hu-Cow and Bovine play.Find Lady V at:Lady VivusInstagramFetlife: Lady VivusSupport the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community.In this episode we consider one of the most iconic pairings, one that sits mythologically at the center of the leather / kink imaginary: Master and slave. We start with Edge's experience with this particular kink identity, thinking about how kink identities, in general, can shift and change and evolve. Then during our Q&A we think about how to wear leather and still look submissive as well as how the greater inclusion of trans and genderqueer peoples has impacted the community. Finally, we have a conversation with Phil, author of Light and Shadow: The Psychology of Master/slave Relationships, and a former guest on the submission episode.Some links:https://masterslavelifestyle.com/book = To purchase the book. The first two listeners who purchase book and also email Phil  and mention Full Cow will get a free coaching session.https://masterslavelifestyle.com/quiz - to test your own Light and Shadow quiz.https://masterslavelifestyle.com/coaching - find out more about Phil's life coaching services.https://masterslavelifestyle.com/community - an online discord community of Masters and slave.https://masterslavelifestyle.com/support-you/support-group/ - free online video support group that Phil talks about in the podcast.https://www.mast.net/home.php - Masters And slaves Together, an international group for Masters and slaves of all genders and sexualities.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. This time we think about breeches.Ever wondered why leather breeches command such a revered status in leather uniform wardrobe? Join me as we explore this fascinating world, touching on their equestrian and military origins, the practicality of their design and the importance of the saddle patch. Whether you're a leather enthusiast or just curious, you'll gain insights into purchasing these unique pants, from standard options to personalised fits. Don't miss as I spotlight Langlitz, a Portland-based family business specialising in custom leather breeches.Leather is not just about the gear, it's a journey. As we journey together, you'll learn why the right uniform and tall boots are crucial. I'll guide you through an array of pants options and why leather lovers gravitate towards breeches. Listen as I share my thoughts on various vendors, including Mr S, Rough Trade, and the Leatherman NYC, along with my views on Pakistani makers and the exciting Montera Leathers from Barcelona. So, buckle up and get ready for an unforgettable leather adventure. Safe travels on your leather journey till we meet again!Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community. This time: protocol.Protocol, as I discovered, is the cornerstone of my playroom dynamics with my selected boys, lending a sense of protection and establishing an unspoken language of submission. Listen closely as we embark on this fascinating journey, unveiling the challenges, victories and the sheer exhilarating thrill of the game.In a world where dominance and submission are the names of the game, protocol acts as the invisible thread that binds the partners together. The behavioral and linguistic elements of protocol, be it terms of address or body positioning, are all laced with an underlying potency that cannot be denied. However, like everything else in life, these protocols are not etched in stone. The ability to revisit and revise them ensures they are effective and meaningful for both parties involved. It's time to tune in and immerse yourself in this raw, insightful journey into the world of BDSM, the power dynamics that define it, and the all-encompassing thrill it offers.And then we end with Erotic Story Time, as Edge reads "Rubber Pig." A sneak peek into an encounter with a mysterious man in a unique rubber suit promises to leave you on the edge of your seats. With a heart full of curiosity, adventure, and a dash of trepidation, I plunged into the world of rubber bondage. The rubber catsuit, the bittersweet sensations of restraint, and the surprising enhancements of a retentive enema nozzle and a catheter, all add up to a riveting tale of exploration and discovery. Strap in as we navigate through the pulsating world of sensory deprivation, the power play, and the undeniable thrill it procures.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. This time we think about some options for leather uniform shirts, with a special focus on Mr. Riegillio.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community. This time we're talking about peers.We start with my personal experience connecting with my peers. Then we dive into the intriguing world of dominant peer groups. We challenge you to rethink the ecological metaphors of predation and scarcity, question the conventional understanding of dominance, and confront the specter of toxic masculinity lurking within these circles. The episode is peppered with practical advice on forming a dominant peer network, providing actionable tips on establishing connections within the community.We cap off this episode with a stimulating discussion with my boy, Ben (@bootpupper on Twitter). He shares his experiences navigating the leather boys community, underlining the critical role of peer networks in fostering deep connections and nurturing a positive community spirit. Plus, we explore the fascinating subject of leather families and households. Join us for this candid exploration of an often misunderstood community, as we unveil the power of peer connections in the kink world.Some useful links:The Lime Cracker Pie I recently tried making.Don't forget to Ask Edge a question. Ask me anything! In your voicemail, let me know what to call you and if it's ok to use your voicemail in the podcast.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life.Have you ever considered the fascinating shift in dynamics within the leather, kink and BDSM community? Join me as I unravel the intriguing transition from public spaces to more private gatherings, drawing from my own participation in local leather dinners and cocktail parties. I reflect on whether this 'going underground' trend is a survival tactic reminiscent of the old guard days or a natural progression towards fostering more authentic bonds within the community.In this candid discussion, I delve into the socio-economic implications of such a shift, musing on the potential barriers and exclusivity it might create for newcomers or those without the necessary privilege. Drawing from my experiences in Fort Lauderdale, we'll explore the future of the leather community and the possible advantages and drawbacks of these private get-togethers. This podcast is a must-listen for those keen to understand the evolving dynamics of the leather, kink, and BDSM scene.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Can you imagine having the power to control someone's mind? What if you could unlock the erotic potential of brainwashing and hypnosis in your kink play? Join me, Edge, in this hypnotic episode of Full Cow, where I share my personal experiences with mind control, brainwashing, and the pursuit of realness in this unique fetish. We'll dive into the intricacies of hypnosis, debunking common myths and misconceptions, and exploring how it can create powerful sensations and experiences in kink play. From inductions and deepening to planting suggestions, you'll get a basic overview of this fascinating practice. in Ask Edge, I'll discuss the challenges of navigating scene tone and community conflict within the leather community, and share tools and strategies for resolving drama and fostering healthy communication. Finally, a small hypnotic induction for you. Let's journey together as we explore the concept of creating a safe, inner space to connect with your ideal kinky self. We'll discuss the power of visualization and the importance of getting to know and growing closer to this inner part of your identity. Whether you're an experienced mind control enthusiast or just starting to explore the possibilities, this episode offers an in-depth look at the erotic allure of brainwashing and the power of the mind in kink play. Don't miss this hypnotic experience!Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life.I had the adventure of a lifetime exploring the breathtaking landscapes and rich culture of Scotland! From the captivating architecture of Glasgow and Edinburgh to the misty, picturesque west coast, I truly immersed myself in the delightful Scottish atmosphere. Listen in as I recount my unforgettable experiences trying scrumptious local cuisine like haggis, langoustine, and the ever-popular Irn Bru soda, and meeting amazing people who generously welcomed me into their lives and homes.In the second part of this episode, I reflect on my solo journey through Scotland and share the valuable resources that helped make it possible. I also discuss the significance of Leather Social events in Glasgow for fostering a sense of community in places without dedicated leather bars. Join me as I delve into the personal growth and magic of discovering new cultures, and get inspired to embark on your own travel dreams!Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community. In this episode we explore chastity. I'll note that while I generally try to make all my content gender agnostic, since my experience is only with male chastity this episode is highly gendered. My apologies.As always Edge starts by sharing his experience and then offers some practical tips for getting into chastity. Then it's the new Ask Edge segment, where Edge answers questions left by listeners, before we end with a special leather bedtime story. Finally, a fantastic interview with Doc, who's in "permanent" "chastity."Some useful links:Carrara Designs: high end chastity belts.Steelwerks: custom metal ball capture devices.CB-X: makers of the CB series, one of the first widely popular devices.Birdlocked: a soft silicone design.Holy Trainer: a revolution when it was introduced.KINK3D: makers of the highly popular cobra cage.The Locked Doc: Doc's blog sharing his chastity journey. See especially this super useful post on tips for locking long term.Don't forget to Ask Edge a question. Ask me anything! In your voicemail, let me know what to call you and if it's ok to use your voicemail in the podcast.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. I'm getting ready to go to Scotland! This interlude is a little early (to coincide with my trip) ... so might be a little gap before the next full episode--first Friday June.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community. Daddy is our topic this time.Edge shares his journey into Daddy and then shares insights about how complicated a term it can be. Then it's the new Ask Edge segment, where Edge answers questions left by listeners, before we end with a special leather bedtime story.Some useful links:Don't forget to Ask Edge a question. Ask me anything! In your voicemail, let me know what to call you and if it's ok to use your voicemail in the podcast.Support the showAsk Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.