The yikigai2021‘s Podcast

Jade Yi

It is a space for all to explore the intersection between faith and daily life. Explore: https://www.yikigai.info Read the transcript on www.yikigai.info/podcast Yi.kigai is originated from the Japanese concept of “Ikigai” - a compound of the two Japanese words, ikigai (生き甲斐), iki means to live; gai means effectiveness. read less
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Loved & Chosen by God
Oct 22 2023
Loved & Chosen by God
Oct 22 Podcast: Loved & Chosen by God The 21st Sunday after Pentecost, Year A Scriptures:  Isaiah 45:1-7 An earthly ruler as the instrument of God’s will Psalm 96:1-9 [10-13] Ascribe to the Lord honor and power. 1 Thessalonians 1:1-10 Thanksgiving for the church at Thessalonica Matthew 22:15-22 A teaching on giving to the emperor and to God Key verse: Good News “For we know, all siblings in Christ, you are beloved by God who has chosen you.” (1 Thessalonians 1:4)   Hello, This is Jade.  Welcome to Yi.kigai A space for all to explore the intersection between faith and daily life. In this podcast, you will find that the gospel reading is the main context, and the Good News is identified with a chosen biblical text from this week’s readings. Opening Meditation: Let us take a moment to prepare our bodies to be refreshed, our hearts and minds to be saturated and nurtured through the Good News from our savior, our Lord, Jesus Christ. Let us take a deep breath, breathe in God’s Spirit and breathe out God’s Kingdom. Let us take another deep breath, breathe in God’s love and mercy, and breathe out our worries and fear that drain us. Let us take one more deep breath, breathe in God’s healing power and breathe out God’s peace that grounds us. Thank you, O God, for your holy presence and your holy Word. Amen.  Message: Today’s gospel reading is like a drama to me. It usually isn’t hard to identify the main lead and the supporting character in movies or TV. In Matthew 22:15-22, who is the main protagonist? And who are the antagonists? What were Jesus’ disciples doing? That’s right! Jesus’ disciples were not even mentioned in this passage.  It seems to me that the Pharisees and the Herodians wanted to play the main lead, the protagonists. In Jesus’ time, the pharisees represented the main Jewish religious party, and the Herodians represented the main Jewish political party who supported the Jewish politician, Herod Antipas. And Herod Antipas had a good relationship with the central Roman government. And Caesar was the emperor of the Roman Empire.  The Pharisees and the Herodians didn’t get along with each other; both parties were hostile to Jesus. Why is that? For the Pharisees, they believed that Jesus' teachings were too loose and didn't align with what they preached. For the Herodians, they believed that Jesus’ identity and his teaching on the coming of God’s Kingdom threatened their political power and stability. To sum it up, Jesus wasn't their ideal leader and savior, for he wasn’t qualified. What God has called and chosen didn't count; what they wanted to believe mattered the most.  What was Jesus' answer when they asked, “Is it lawful to pay taxes to the emperor or not?” If Jesus said that it wasn't lawful to pay taxes, the Herodians could charge him with opposing Caesar. If he said that it was lawful to pay taxes, the Pharisees could charge him with opposing the Jewish law and God. Jesus said, “Give to God the things that are God’s and to the Emperor the things that are the Emperor’s.  Jesus called them “hypocrites” for he knew that they intentionally put him to the test. Do you know how many times Jesus used the word “hypocrites”? Eighteen times! In Jesus' time, this word “hypocrites” referred to a stage actor, someone who pretends to be someone that he or she is not. The fact is that Pharisees couldn’t observe all the law themselves, and the Herodians compromised their observance of the law. They either consciously or unconsciously wanted to play the righteous ones but forgot who was the one making them righteous. They might have also forgotten that it was God who chose them out of love and made them righteous.   There is a story about a woman. We can learn from her what it means to honor God and let God be God, be the main lead in our lives together. She was known as a faithful believer and a generous giver by her pastor. She gave all her possessions and all her money away.  All she had were her two wedding rings. She prayed to God that no matter what God did please let her keep her two wedding rings and let her die with her wedding rings.  An evangelist came to her town with a plan to collect money to build a church in Iran. When it came time for offering, the woman felt God saying to her, “Put your wedding rings in the offering plate.” And she did since she wasn’t burdened by material and physical things.  After the service, the evangelist and the pastor were sorting out the offerings at the back of the church. Some were cash, some were checks. Then they saw the two wedding rings. The pastor knew exactly whose rings they were. He went outside the church and saw the woman who hadn’t left yet.  He brought the rings to the woman and said, “I know these are yours. I know your situation. I also know how much you have given. And I just can’t let you give these rings.” And she said, “Those are not my rings.” The pastor said, “I saw you wearing these rings.” She said, “No, they aren’t my rings. I gave them to God. You can do anything with God’s rings. But I am not going to take these back.” The evangelist took those rings with him. He shared that story wherever he went. And there is a church in Iran built based on the story of her faithful and generous giving.   When she gave her offering to God, she didn't question how God was going to amplify and use it. She trusted that the purpose and the meaning of that giving are in God’s hands. And once the act of her giving was done, it was done. And it was done by God’s grace through faith for God who is the main lead in her life, the protagonist in the human history. Now, let’s look back at the story of the Pharisees and the Herodians on giving. What might be their understanding of giving? For them, it seems like the act of giving can prove one’s loyalty to either the government or God. It’s all about themselves, their status, their power, their knowledge, and their reputation by using the name of God. By doing so, they missed the opportunities to trust and honor God who was leading them. We give because we know that we are loved by God who has chosen us to be the vessels of God’s mission. We give ourselves to God as an offering not to prove how faithful or how good we are, but because of what God has done for us. I encourage you to find someone this week and say to that person, “I know that you are loved by God who has chosen you to amplify the purpose and the meaning of your life that God has given to you.”  Closing Meditation: Let us take a moment to feel our hearts and our minds that have been saturated and nurtured by the Good News from our savior, our Lord, Jesus Christ. Let us take a deep breath, breathe in God’s Spirit and breathe out God’s Kingdom. Let us take another deep breath, breathe in God’s love and mercy, and breathe out our worries and fear that God is going to take care of. Let’s take one more deep breath, breathe in God’s healing power and breathe out God’s peace that grounds us. Thank you, O God, for your holy presence and your holy Word. Amen.   May your coming week be blessed by God’s grace As together we explore the intersection between faith and daily life Thank you for listening. Please subscribe and follow yi.kigai.
Followed by God’s goodness and mercy
Mar 19 2023
Followed by God’s goodness and mercy
March 19 Podcast: Followed by God’s goodness and mercy  The 4th Sunday of Lent, Year A Scriptures: Psalm 23; John 9:1-41 Key Verse: “Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.” (Psalm 23:6)   Hello, This is Jade.  Welcome to Yi.kigai A space for all to explore the intersection between faith and daily life Is being followed a good thing? It depends. Rather than being followed on social media or by strangers in person, how about being followed by God’s goodness and mercy all the days of our lives and dwelling in the presence of God forever as it says in Psalm 23:6? What is it like, being followed by God’s goodness and mercy?   There is a benediction that fills my heart, my mind, and my soul whenever I hear it. It gives me hope and reminds me of the assurance of God’s full presence in my life. It goes like this: May God go before you to lead the way, behind you to support you, beside you to befriend you, above you to watch over you, and within you to give you peace. As I said, it is a benediction, an invocation for God’s blessing, help, or guidance that is desired to be received or accepted well by grace through faith. In which way do you sense or experience God’s presense in your life? If we choose to engage with God before every decision we make, God’s presence before us, behind us, beside us, above us, and within us certainly can be experienced. Nonetheless, when we prioritize our own belief or preference at the expense of others either intentionally or unintentionally, we exclude God’s being and doing entirely from our life.   The story of the blind man who received Jesus’ healing in John 9 is a great examle. Not everyone could see God’s works revealed in their lives together. For Jesus’ disciples, sin is a precondition for seeing God’s works. For the Pharisees, obeying laws is a precondition for seeing God’s works. The lack of compassion and empathy for others blinded Jesus’ disciples and the Pharisees. They all acted like judges, judging who was a sinner and who broke the law. After two thousand years, a belief of God’s works revealed through a prosperous life with good health or through practicing rigid faith is still very common. It's no wonder that the question of why bad things happen to good people is one of top topics for discussion.   We all could be blinded from seeing God’s goodness and mercy. God is good not becasue we are sinners. God is merciful not because we failed to obey the laws. Our behaviors don’t get to define our God but allow us to see God’s goodness and mercy. Jesus said, “I came into this world for judgment so that those who do not see may see, and those who do see may become blind. And those who do not see wouldn’t have sin but those who see, their sin remains.”  Does Jesus’ words remind us of the story of Adam and Eve whose eyes were opened after consuming the forbidden fruit to be like God knowing good and evil in Genesis 3:5?  Whenever being tempted to play a judge as if we were God, we surely will miss seeing God’s goodness and mercy. Let us focus on living a life that is followed by God’s goodness and mercy all the days of our lives and dwell in the presence of God from this day on.   May your coming week be blessed by God’s grace As together we explore the intersection between faith and daily life Thank you for listening. Please subscribe and follow yi.kigai.
Promise Me?
Mar 2 2023
Promise Me?
Scriptures: Psalm 121 ; John 3:1-17 Key Verse: “The Lord will preserve you from all evil and will keep your life. The Lord will watch over your going out and coming in, from this time forth forevermore.” (Psalm 121:7-8)   Hello, This is Jade.  Welcome to Yi.kigai A space for all to explore the intersection between faith and daily life Have you ever said to your loved ones, "Promise me?” If you have, how desperately did you beg and hope for the promise to be kept wholeheartedly? Or have your loved ones desperately begged you and hoped for a promise that you needed to make and keep in the same manner?   You might have noticed the intensity of my questions. I’m thinking of situations in which making and keeping a promise isn’t taken lightly as if having a casual conversation. And accountability is desperately needed out of responsibility, respect, or love. I’m also thinking of situations in which a person somehow is no longer capable of making a promise or keeping it. Then what would we do?  There are several ways to say ‘promise’ in Chinese. The most well used by all ages is ‘dāyìng - 答應’ with two Chinese characters. The first character means respond, and the second one means fulfill. It literally means that I respond to your request which will be fulfilled. As I was listing those questions earlier, I thought of addiction, domestic violence, or catastrophic circumstances like war or natural disasters. In such circumstances, we make promises to our loved ones out of hope that they can be kept. There are times when promises can be made for the sake of having peace of mind, but whether the promise can be fulfilled is unknown to both parties. This is something I wish I could understand better when I was young. My dad liked to brag that he didn’t drink, gamble, or smoke. Because of this, I was taught that all three weren’t morally good. The only alcoholic person I knew in my family was my aunt’s ex-husband. He couldn’t keep a job and physically abused my niece whenever he got drunk. There were a couple of years when my niece moved in and lived with us while my aunt restarted her life after divorcing him.  As a result, I had a lack of empathy towards people who struggled with alcohol addiction until I saw the 1994 movie, ‘When a Man Loves a Woman’. In the movie, I felt sorry for Megan Ryan, an alcoholic mother; her ex-husband; her new husband; her two children; and those who loved and cared about her. Everyone, including Megan, had to make an effort to help her walk on the path of physical and mental healing, which included the healing of her relationships with her loved ones. I was grateful that I had opportunities to learn more about addictions by taking a couple of pastoral care related courses in seminary. As you might have known, the word ‘addiction’ etymologically means enslavement. It means that something like alcohol abuse could cause severe and potentially permanent brain damage and that alcoholic individuals exhibit an inability to self-regulate consumption of a substance.   Doesn’t it sound like our situation, being enslaved by sin that leads us to death as St. Paul said in Romans 6:20-23 and 7:15-25?  He regrettably confessed that he didn’t understand his own actions and did the very things he hated for sin that dwells within him. So, what do we do, keep on sinning so that God can keep on forgiving? Of course not. Like Paul did, we regrettably confess our inability to self-regulate the total depravity of human nature while we hope the promises we make can be kept out of responsibility, respect, and love.  On our way back to God in Lent, it will take all the efforts of our siblings in Christ and ourselves on this healing path, the healing of our relationships with God and God’s people. Let us throw ourselves wholeheartedly into God’s saving and loving arms with the kind of trust stated in Psalm 121:7-8, “The Lord will preserve you from all evil and will keep your life. The Lord will watch over your going out and coming in, from this time forth forevermore.”    May your coming week be blessed by God’s grace As together we explore the intersection between faith and daily life Thank you for listening. Please subscribe and follow yi.kigai.