On this first visit to The Secret Garden, Jane Donovan comes to visit and talks with Maegan about seeing and acknowledging our shadow sides. Looking deep with-in and exploring the weeds that need plucking so a beautiful new you can grow. We tend to get stuck in our life patterns, but never realize they no longer or never have served us.  Jane Donovan comes to us from Adelaide Australia. She is a love coach, radio host, presenter, author, columnist, and matchmaker.  Radio stations call me her Love Doctor and the Love Guru. Jane has written the books, ‘Thoughts on Love, Life and all that Jazz’ and ‘Tough Love, Getting the Date’. She is the host of the  5 star rated i-tunes podcast Love-Life,    Connect with Jane Donovan https://www.janedonovan.com.au Love Life Podcast https://www.lovelifeshow.com/ The Divine Self YouTube Channel https://youtube.com/c/TheDivineSelf   The Divine Self www.divine-self.com

The Tragic Story of Murder and a Mothers Dedication to Breaking the Cycle with Tara Woodlee   On this very special episode Tara Woodlee joins Maegan in the garden to tell the tragic story of her daughter Asleigh Lindsey, and her unborn granddaughter Patience Lynn. Domestic Violence is an epidemic in our world today and the only way to shine a light on the horrific crimes committed against victims all around the world is to stand up tell these heroic stories of survivors. Today 70% of Domestic Violence murders happen when the victim leaves or is about to leave the relationship. This is because Domestic Violence is about Power and Control. Today Tara tells us the details of how this happened in her family and how to break the cycle of abuse.   Meet Tara Woodlee   In 2012 Tara Woodlee lost her 20-year-old daughter, Ashleigh Lindsey, and her unborn granddaughter Patience Lynn to a brutal act of domestic violence that made national news. Tara Woodlee shares the raw truth about domestic violence and gives audiences the opportunity to learn about the impact abuse has on families generationally. Tara, also a survivor, describes the journey from victim to survivor and then the impact her story made on her family finding out thru the death of her child of a 100-year-old history of this cycle of abuse within her family. This knowledge led her to found an organization in her child and grandchild’s honor called the Ashleigh’s Patience Project.   Through the pain, Tara has fought courts and is working to raise awareness and change laws not just across the nation but worldwide. Currently, she is the President of the Board of Directors for a National Domestic Violence Organization called Break the Silence Against Domestic Violence. Tara told Ashleigh’s story on Investigation’s Discovery Channel (Your Worst Nightmare) and was featured in an article in Cosmopolitan Magazine called Stop Calling It Domestic Violence It is Intimate Terrorism, in the US. The U.K. shared her tragic loss in magazines untitled Pick Me Up and Full House. Lastly, Ashleigh’s story is used in the Moving Forward resource that is to help young women identify the signs of domestic violence in their current or future relationships in Queensland Australia. Tara travels the country as a national speaker and Tara’s role in activism has been recognized through the Awarding of the President’s Award for volunteerism in 2018, 2019 & 2020.   The Ashleigh Patience Project http://www.ashleighspatienceproject.com/   Break the Silence Against Domestic Violence https://breakthesilencedv.org/     The Divine Self YouTube https://youtube.com/c/TheDivineSelf     The Divine Self www.divine-self.com   Social Media Twitter: https://twitter.com/TheDivineSelf Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MaeganDivine/   The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link)   iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352   Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw=   Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden   iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/   Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com   Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA   TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND Alexa: http://tun.in/pj0ND Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/   Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

Managing Expectations While Having Gratitude   The lovely Jae Day joins Maegan in the garden to talk about managing expectations while in a toxic relationship. Life has so many expectations already and when we have high expectations with a narcissist it is really hard to stay grounded. Narcissists are good at empty promises and saying they will deliver your dreams to then turn around and abuse you and not deliver those expectations.  Finding gratitude in those moments can help ease the pain of the letdown, keep you connected with you, and raise your vibration to begin to gain your control back of your own expectations. Staying connected to who you really are is key in dealing with a Narcissist.       The Divine Self YouTube https://youtube.com/c/TheDivineSelf     The Divine Self www.divine-self.com   Social Media Twitter: https://twitter.com/TheDivineSelf Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MaeganDivine/     The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link)   iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352   Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw=   Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden   iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/   Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com   Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA   TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND Alexa: http://tun.in/pj0ND Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/   Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

Beverly Engle and her Book Escaping Emotional Abuse Welcome Back to Season 2 of The Secret Garden Podcast. Maegan is so excited to have all of you back in the garden with her and joining us for the lunch of this incredible season is Beverly Engle. Maegan and Beverly dive deep into emotional abuse and give amazing tips and tools to start to see the signs of abuse, learn how to ground yourself and connect to your body when disassociation happens. Beverly Engel is an internationally recognized psychotherapist and an acclaimed advocate for victims of sexual, physical, and emotional abuse.   The author of 23 self-help books, her latest book is entitled, Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve. Engel is a licensed marriage and family therapist, and has been practicing psychotherapy for 35 years.   Beverly’s books have often been honored for various awards, including being a finalist in the Books for a Better Life award. Many of her books have been chosen for various book clubs, including One Spirit Book Club, Psychology Today Book Club and Behavioral Sciences Book Club. Her books have been translated into many languages, including Japanese, Spanish, Chinese, Korean, Greek, Turkish and Lithuanian.   In addition to her professional work, Beverly frequently lends her expertise to national television talk shows. She has appeared on Oprah, CNN, and Starting Over, and many other TV programs. She has a blog on the Psychology Today website as well as regularly contributing to the Psychology Today magazine, and has been featured in a number of newspapers and magazines, including: Oprah Magazine, Cosmopolitan, Ladies Home Journal, Redbook, Marie Claire, The Chicago Tribune, The Washington Post, The Los Angeles Times, The Cleveland Plain Dealer, and The Denver Post. Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508   The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X The Divine Self www.divine-self.com The Divine Self YouTube https://youtube.com/c/TheDivineSelf Social Media Twitter: https://twitter.com/TheDivineSelf Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MaeganDivine/   Resources for Survivors and Victims https://www.divine-self.com/resources.html   Suggested Reading Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508   The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X   Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist) https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2   Suggest Videos from The Divine Self Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s Why the Narcissist Wants You Back https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s   The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link) iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352 Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw= Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/ Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND Alexa: http://tun.in/pj0ND Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/ Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

Navigating the Legal System with A. David Youssefyeh, Esq. Trying to understand the legal systems is overwhelming, but having to do it with a combative Narcissist is a nightmare. A. David Youssefyeh, Esq joins Maegan in the garden to talk about the different kinds of courts, what to expect when filing a lawsuit or going through the criminal justice process. David talks about how to find an attorney, where to file for a restraining order or protection order and tips and tools to protect yourself when going through the legal process with a narcissist. David specializes in complex business, tort, real estate, employment, criminal and personal injury litigation, as well as real estate transactions, where he has directed the negotiations and closings for scores of real estate acquisitions, developments, dispositions, sales, financing and other transactions, with an aggregate value of more than $1 billion dollars. He is admitted to practice before the State Bar of California, U.S. District Court, Central District of California, U.S. Bankruptcy Court, Central District of California, U.S. District Court for the Northern District of California, U.S. Bankruptcy Court, Northern District of California, U.S. District Court for the Northern District of Texas, U.S. District Court for the Southern District of Texas, and the U.S. 9th Circuit Court of Appeals. David graduated from Loyola Law School, where he was a Staff Writer and an Editor of the Entertainment Law Journal. Previous to law school, he completed his undergraduate studies in International Finance at the University of Southern California (USC). Prior to entering private practice, David was a Judicial Extern for the Honorable James M. Ideman, U.S. District Court, and clerked for the Federal Deposit Insurance Corporation (FDIC), the U.S. Attorney’s Office, and Bet Tzedek Legal Services. He is active both in the legal community and the community at large, and is, among other things, a past Chair of the Remedies Section of the Los Angeles County Bar Association, the Treasurer, and member of the Judicial Evaluations Committee of the Mexican American Bar Association - Political Action Committee (MABA-PAC), member of Consumer Attorneys Association of Los Angeles, member of the Los Angeles County Bar, Member of the Indigent Defense Panel, Volunteer Coach for The North Hollywood Debate Team and a graduate of the FBI CREST Program. On several occasions, David has also been invited to speak by Bar Organizations and schools on legal issues.   The Divine Self www.divine-self.com The Divine Self YouTube https://youtube.com/c/TheDivineSelf   Social Media Twitter: https://twitter.com/TheDivineSelf Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MaeganDivine/   Resources for Survivors and Victims https://www.divine-self.com/resources.html   Suggested Reading Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508   The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X   Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist) https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2   Suggest Videos from The Divine Self Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s Why the Narcissist Wants You Back https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s   The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link) iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352 Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw= Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/ Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND Alexa: http://tun.in/pj0ND Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/ Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

You Have the Power with Christian de la Huerta Joining Maegan in the garden today is Christian de la Huerta. Christian and Maegan take a deep dive into the soul and find the power from within. So many survivors of Narcissistic abuse feel stuck in their abusive relationships and feel they have lost their power. It takes a paradigm shift to change the way you see reality and close the cognitive gap that keeps you in this mindset. Christian is an expert at helping people change that mindset and empowering them to unleash their true power from within.   Christian de la Huerta With 30 years of experience, Christian de la Huerta is a sought-after spiritual teacher, personal transformation coach, and leading voice in the breathwork community. He has traveled the world offering inspiring and transformational retreats combining psychological and spiritual teachings with lasting and life-changing effects. An award-winning, critically acclaimed author, he has spoken at numerous universities and conferences and on the TEDx stage. His new book, Awakening the Soul of Power, was described by multiple Grammy Award–winner Gloria Estefan as “a balm for the soul of anyone searching for truth and answers to life’s difficult questions.”   Book Awakening the Soul Power by Christian de la Huerta https://www.amazon.com/Awakening-Soul-Power-Heroically-Yourself/dp/1735059005/ref=sr_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=awakening+the+soul+power&qid=1620584893&sr=8-1   Website https://soulfulpower.com/ @SoulfulPower TEDx https://soulfulpower.com/media-center/video-library/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/christian.delahuerta.1 Insta: https://www.instagram.com/christiandlh/ LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/christiandelahuerta/ Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/391544.Christian_de_la_Huerta   Join Maegan Below The Divine Self www.divine-self.com   Social Media Twitter: https://twitter.com/TheDivineSelf Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MaeganDivine/   Resources for Survivors and Victims https://www.divine-self.com/resources.html   The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link) iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352 Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw= Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/ Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND Alexa: http://tun.in/pj0ND Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/ Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

Your Support System in Trauma with Roger Butts   Trauma is so hard for people to understand. Especially those who have never experienced the same trauma. How much do you want to “give advice” or “tell” someone what to do even though you have no point of reference of the person you’re giving advice to? How about listening and giving your own advice to yourself? Joining Maegan in the garden is Caplin Rodger Butts and they talk about the beauty of holding space for yourself and for one another. Also, finding the courage to take the leap and take the spiritual journey that is ahead of you.   Rodger Butts book: The Seeds of Devotion   https://www.amazon.com/Seeds-Devotion-Weekly-Contemplations-Faith/dp/1951694368/ref=sr_1_1_sspa?dchild=1&keywords=seeds+of+devotion+on+book+roger+butt&qid=1625173919&sr=8-1-spons&psc=1&spLa=ZW5jcnlwdGVkUXVhbGlmaWVyPUEyT1FVSUpRODdIRUJKJmVuY3J5cHRlZElkPUEwMTU3MTQyMUozUDNLNjhJRFVLTyZlbmNyeXB0ZWRBZElkPUExMDQ2MzUxMVg5MDBCUTI2RUE5MCZ3aWRnZXROYW1lPXNwX2F0ZiZhY3Rpb249Y2xpY2tSZWRpcmVjdCZkb05vdExvZ0NsaWNrPXRydWU=     The Divine Self www.divine-self.com   The Divine Self YouTube Channel https://youtube.com/c/TheDivineSelf  Social Media Twitter: https://twitter.com/TheDivineSelf Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MaeganDivine/   Resources for Survivors and Victims https://www.divine-self.com/resources.html   Suggested Reading Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508   The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X   Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist) https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2   Suggest Videos from The Divine Self Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s Why the Narcissist Wants You Back https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s   The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link) iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352 Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw= Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/ Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND Alexa: http://tun.in/pj0ND Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/ Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

Dr. Brian Russell - Restoring Your Faith   Abuse is used to devalue and suppress our true self (our divine self) and keeps us disconnected from our own inner knowing and intuition. Dr. Brian Russell joins Maegan in the garden to discuss the spiritual journey survivors of abuse take and find their true connection with themselves. This journey can be one of the hardest things after abuse survivor will ever go through but one that will empower and enlighten them to change their life for the better.     Dr. Brian Russell Brian Russell (Ph.D.) is an author, professor of biblical studies, podcaster, and a transformational coach for spiritually-minded professionals and pastors. His personal mission is to seek out, study, and embody the deepest truths about God so that he can share them compellingly, lovingly, and transformationally with others. He is the author of the forthcoming Centering Prayer: How Sitting Quietly in God's Presence Can Change Your Life (releasing 9/14/21 from Paraclete--available for preorder or signup for updates: www.centeringprayerbook.com). He is also host of the Deep Dive Spirituality Conversations podcast.   Connecting with Brian: Email: deepdivespirituality@gmail.com Instagram: @yourprofessorforlife LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/brianrussellphd/  YouTube:  https://youtube.com/c/deepdivespiritualitywithdrbrianrussell Business and Life Coaching: www.drbrianrussellcoaching.com  Podcast: deepdivespirituality.podbean.com     The Divine Self www.divine-self.com   The Divine Self YouTube Channel https://youtube.com/c/TheDivineSelf  Social Media Twitter: https://twitter.com/TheDivineSelf Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MaeganDivine/   Resources for Survivors and Victims https://www.divine-self.com/resources.html   Suggested Reading Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508   The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X   Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist) https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2   Suggest Videos from The Divine Self Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s Why the Narcissist Wants You Back https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s   The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link) iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352 Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw= Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/ Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND Alexa: http://tun.in/pj0ND Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/ Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

True Choice and True Desire with Gunther Mueller   Victims of abuse get so dominated by their past and have a very hard time finding what they truly desire. Victims can get stuck in their victim story and struggle reprogramming their thought process and reframing how they see themselves. Most of us really struggle to figure out what we truly desire and how to manifest what we desire. In the garden, Gunther Mueller joins Maegan and talks about letting the victim story go and looking at unhealthy programming that is no longer serving you.   Gunter Mueller Gunther is extremely excited to be sharing the revolutionary Magnetic Mind Method that is taking the personal development movement by storm so that his clients can learn how to turn “Thoughts into Things” and become Conscious Creators so that they also can live a life that they absolutely LOVE! Connect with Gunther https://dreamlifemasters.com/gunther-mueller https://www.facebook.com/mueller.gunther/   The Divine Self www.divine-self.com   The Divine Self YouTube Channel https://youtube.com/c/TheDivineSelf  Social Media Twitter: https://twitter.com/TheDivineSelf Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MaeganDivine/   Resources for Survivors and Victims https://www.divine-self.com/resources.html   Suggested Reading Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508   The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X   Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist) https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2   Suggest Videos from The Divine Self Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s Why the Narcissist Wants You Back https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s   The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link) iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352 Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw= Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/ Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND Alexa: http://tun.in/pj0ND Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/ Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox