One year apart, but it's the "forever" part that still haunts me.

In bed, after a day of purposeful distractions, my thoughts coalesce to pose the same old question I have asked since Feb 9, 2021: how, in a blink of an eye, does a story end like this?

For something calmer, check out my other podcast: Calm Pills (calm.upliftingpills.com), which are soothing atmospheric ambient albums, seamlessly mixed to help with relaxation, meditation, reading or deep sleep. Mostly consisting of instrumental ambient sounds and soft piano music, these mixes will help you completely relax your mind and body.

Tracklist

00:00
Hollow Coves โ€• Pictures

04:47
Craig Armstrong โ€• Meet Will

05:22
Endless Melancholy โ€• Their Hearts Erased (Edit)

06:43
Coldplay & Selena Gomez โ€• Let Somebody Go

10:37
S N U G & Nuver โ€• Holidays

12:32
Hammock โ€• Ineffable

15:07
Aaron Static, Chase Vass โ€• When We Love

20:28
Rob Law โ€• Harmonic

21:06
Leo Almunia โ€• Can't Hold A Lover That Is Gone

25:48
Strong.AL& & Pueblo Vista โ€• Floating Mind (Into The Clouds)

27:46
Justin Burnett โ€• Prologue

29:01
Justin Burnett โ€• Can't Stop Loving You (Edit)

29:36
Lily Kershaw โ€• Soft Dark Nothing

32:42
Frou Frou โ€• Old Piano

34:48
Tibeauthetraveler & Lawrence Walther โ€• Memory Lane

37:15
Christophe Goze โ€• Moonlight (New Version)

41:44
Spacecraft โ€• Evening Star

42:45
Dido โ€• The Day Before The Day

46:39
Peter Pearson โ€• Let It Go

50:36
HOUNDTRACK, INKY! vs. Alan Walker โ€• Faded Escape (Uplifting Pills Mashup)

53:15
Alan Walker โ€• Faded (Piano Version) (Edit)

54:52
Chasing Dreams โ€• August 25, 1609

55:16
Peter Broderick & Machinefabriek โ€• Homecoming

57:36
The Milk Carton Kids โ€• A Sea of Roses

The Chill Pill album Today, Forever Ago was curated and mixed by Alaeddin and released on Uplifting Pills on February 9, 2022