Hello everyone, I'm back!!2020 was a Capital S hitty year for the WORLD and 2021 is starting to look like 2020 2.0 :( So the end of 2020 wasn't especially great for me, and in this episode I open up on how hard life has been these last few months. I talk about my failures, depression, and how I even contemplated suicide. I was in a dark place, and some days I still feel like I'm there, but...... I can't....WE CAN'T let ourselves fall into those dark recesses of despair. In this episode I go into what caused me to get to that point and how I can never let myself slip back to that place. We have to realize that hard times AREN'T permanent , our negative experiences DON'T define us or our lives, and we CAN GET THROUGH THIS!!! We do it with each others support, we do it by opening up and being honest with ourselves and our loved ones. We fight. We fight so that our families don't know what it means to be in the Darkness. Stay Positive. Lead with Love. Listen with Compassion & Empathy. Help when you can. Together we can make it.