Celebrate that you said "No". No to temptation from someone else. No to doing something that you know you were not suppose to do. Celebrate that you are able to live your life without any guilt, any bad memories, any regret, any life long trauma that would haunt you for the rest of your life.
The feelings you have of you deserving a reward, that reward is you continue to live the life you are living and that is incredible.
Celebrate you! Celebrate your success of not being manipulated! Celebrate your freedom! You did!
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